After coming in 4th, almost 3rd in our first tourney, we had some high expectations for this one. And rightfully so, Evan, JP, and I worked our asses off to get where we are today. We made sacrifices for our team, and it showed in our first tourney. We’ve put a huge amount of time, energy, and money into being better players.
So we took 6th this time around. Evan and I weren’t on the top of our game, and neither Ben nor Brock had enough experience to really compete.
While Evan has burned out pretty bad, I burned out too, just a little bit less so. I’ve taken a little different approach to the whole idea, and I want to get better now. I love this sport way too much to just quit on the dream of competing at a higher level. Even though I never really have considered playing seriously, I always want to be getting better, I always want to be able to compete with whoever I play.
That said, I took it pretty hard on Sunday too. I don’t really have all that much drive to get back out and play right now. However, when I do, I want it to be fun and serious at the same time. For example, not recball against some church group.
I’d love to head back to Friendly Fire soon. Run some drills where my team practices moving and bunkering, skills which have huge consequences at the smaller tourneys. I’ve got some great drills in my head that I’ll hate and my team will love, 2 vs 1’s and things like that.
When you haven’t put as much resources as we have into the sport, it’s hard to take it seriously, and I could tell Brock and Ben weren’t as down as Evan and me after the tourney. To them it’s all fun, and there isn’t anything wrong with that. But a team that plays for different reasons isn’t a team that will stay together for long.
I hope that Ben and Brock can see the fun in playing competitively. I’m not saying that I run practice like a drill sergeant, it’s just that while it’s fun pwning noobs at recball, it can be so much more rewarding doing well in a tourney after training and working on being a better player. In practice I’ll have to see who is willing to make that commitment.
I can honestly say I had fun a couple weeks ago at Silver Spur, running around, mowing faces all day. But it was NOTHING compared to the feeling of doing well at that first tourney.
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